`Friday, January 14, 2005;__
i dunnoe how to march lah........ ='[
-jelapang lrt-
school was kinda okay.. went sch early again!
meet rongxin at cck. den she alight at bp.
guess we gonna go sch early from now on...
reach jelapang at 6.25. i saw him AGAIN! i'm
SURE he didnt notice me this time. okay...
my heart was bumpin a beat faster again. dun noe y
also.. my leg was lk no energy! and i was shiverin!
why why why? i also dun get it!
so when aftr the cca we went bb court to look for
the 'dinosaur' okay he a retarted guy lah.. i mean
he really got sth wrong with his brain. it aint
funtionin well.. so saw tingjian there..
so stay ther eawhile den ting jian so called fight
with dinosaur. he go disturb him wad.. but was FUN..
so walk all the way to jelapang lrt with veron, teng,
rowenna& tingjian.. all the way we were lk laughin non stop
cos of tt lamer! TINGJIAN!!! okay his 'jokes' indeed brighten
up our days lah i shud say, his 'jokes' brought us some
entertainments. at least tt was the time we laugh!
tt was the time tt i was acctually REALLY laughin! =]
i saw him again!!!! 2nd time today! oh mann ... i gonna
have a heart attack reall soon! i admit tt i wanted to see
him very much! but not when he notice me! i was speachless.
i didnt noe wad to say? this time he acctually SMILE at me?
gawd! i was too nervous to smile back.. i tured away!
my heart SHATTERED into million pieces when the moment
i turn away! i wanted to see him so much! den rowenna keep
draggin me to say hi to him! but i dun dare!! gal i really dun dare!
den he came up to us and den tt rowenna go and tell him tt i wanna
say hi to him.. wtf.. den he said hi and was lk standin there but i
jus dun dare to look. i was hidin behind ther.. gawd.. :'(
i dun wanna lose control.. i dun wanna break down.. i dun wanna
get hurt.. is jus too deep.. the wounds r jus too deep. i cant take it!.
my tears almost rolled down when we get in to the lift! i turn my
my back facin them... yea and we got out of the lift den dunnoe
y i keep standin at the window there .. lookin at his back..
he was walkin further and further away from me...
in school.
went to com lap to do reserch for the newspaper
report thingy whole of the 3 eng lessons...=]
i didnt do anythin but surfin cos rebecca was
doin it and she saved under her user name..
is a group work btw... damn slack..
after recess had our first D&T lesson today!
our teacher mr seah AGAIN! =]
hahas he is one of my fav teacher. =]
he is the one who treated us to coffee bean
durin holiday .. nice nice teacher u see.
den after the D&T we had a break and den
went for cca band practice. we were learnin
how to march for lk 2 hours! whole practice!
omg ... my first time march and is lk this! -.-'
sufferin mann.. dead tired.
[[ numb ]]
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 6:37 PM;__
